99.2

My weight loss is slowing down. I mean very very slow. However, I still manage to lost it. I still eat healty. I eat clean now. I'm just can't do the starvation anymore. I avoid sugar (most of the time) and never have dinner anymore (unless catching up with friends, and I always ask for sushi). I am very controlling and restricting now.

100.0

I have been very good and I kept losing. There's a period, like about 3 week, I thought that my weight kept constant and doesn't want to lost how little I ate. Then luckily I record my weight daily. I actually still lost a pound per week, but just it's fluctuates at some other day. Anyway I reached under 100 now. This morning I weighed 99.6 lbs. Couldn't be happier.

102.6

I have not make a post but no need to worry coz I am still in track. It's not my lowest weight of all ana time, but my lowest since It has not been made so much progress again.

105.4

Haven't write this for so long. But I am still in track. I've been emotionally unstable this few weeks. That's why it has been very hard days to begin with. This is the lowest so far.

What an achievement after 2 days struggle with my emotions on the weekend. I couldn't stop crying. My head hurts and my heart aching so bad physically. It has been a distressing week and the most stressful is that I didn't know why and what to do about it. 

Everytime I tried, it didn't make the pain away but it worsen it. I better stop trying.

106.6

I did not fasting or anything. But my weight was somewhat undercontrol this week. After past time fasting which resulted me 106.8lbs, my weight range was aroud 107-108. The highest was only 108. 

I really loving this sense of control especially when it works.

Today I will go out with friends which include lunch and dinner together and I'm so afraid. I need to plan excuses. I've reasearch some stuff yesterday night. I guess I wouldn't get away from eating in front of them. I will eat very very slow, play around with my food, and order more water which I will drink during eating. That would be a great plan.

Also I'm so afraid for gold coast as well, which means I will need to be around my friends 24/5 (because it's 5 days). I will be going from the 9/2 and coming back 14/2. I just need to be careful to make excuses and avoid eating, so they won't suspecting or ever ask a single question. And I must bring my digital scale there (quietly).

Ahhh....so frustrating!! But I don't want to  mess up what I've been working on this far.

If she can do it. So WILL I!!

106.8!! Wohoo (day 2 fasting Sunday)

Reach 106 mark in just a day fast. I'll do second day fasting since the number is very vunarable.

108.4 ewh!! Fasting Saturday

Man...when can i reach at least 106 mark. Must be tomorrow !!!!