105.4

Haven't write this for so long. But I am still in track. I've been emotionally unstable this few weeks. That's why it has been very hard days to begin with. This is the lowest so far.

What an achievement after 2 days struggle with my emotions on the weekend. I couldn't stop crying. My head hurts and my heart aching so bad physically. It has been a distressing week and the most stressful is that I didn't know why and what to do about it. 

Everytime I tried, it didn't make the pain away but it worsen it. I better stop trying.