106.6

I did not fasting or anything. But my weight was somewhat undercontrol this week. After past time fasting which resulted me 106.8lbs, my weight range was aroud 107-108. The highest was only 108. 

I really loving this sense of control especially when it works.

Today I will go out with friends which include lunch and dinner together and I'm so afraid. I need to plan excuses. I've reasearch some stuff yesterday night. I guess I wouldn't get away from eating in front of them. I will eat very very slow, play around with my food, and order more water which I will drink during eating. That would be a great plan.

Also I'm so afraid for gold coast as well, which means I will need to be around my friends 24/5 (because it's 5 days). I will be going from the 9/2 and coming back 14/2. I just need to be careful to make excuses and avoid eating, so they won't suspecting or ever ask a single question. And I must bring my digital scale there (quietly).

Ahhh....so frustrating!! But I don't want to  mess up what I've been working on this far.

If she can do it. So WILL I!!